Film-ing in Progress

This year has been a journey to say the least — one that twists and turns, where lessons are found in the quiet in-between moments. Sometimes I feel like this car — free, driving down some endless stretch of road, not entirely knowing where it’s going but trusting the subtle pull of intuition. There’s both anxiety and wonder in the unknown, in not choosing the next turn with certainty, but letting my heart be the map to steer me to the most joy.

At times, life feels fragile, perfectly perched on an invisible tight rope. It’s a dance between discipline and fun, effort and ease. Yet, even though storms, something deeper remains grounded. Quiet and enduring.

It’s never just about the path, but about the people you get to walk it with. I am endlessly grateful for all the people I have the privilege of spending days with — learning from each other, growing, and enjoying each moment. There’s something sacred in the time and energy others have poured into their craft. Years of mastery, of trial and error, early mornings, tears, broken bones, broken gear, wins and losses, bad jobs. And through all of that, they still offer their wisdom. That kind of sharing is a gift. The truth is, much of what I’ve been able to accomplish wouldn’t be possible without the open hands and hearts of those who came before me, offering what they’ve learned. The people I love the most have become my biggest teachers.

I learned a lot about shooting from this guy in the camper <3

I bet you’re thinking — she’s going to write something cheesy about a growth and a butterfly. Well, you are correct. I’ve come to terms with the fact that I'm a sensitive little cheese ball.

The year is only halfway through, and already I feel like much of my old skin has shed, I’m unbecoming things that were never mine to carry. My voice still shakes like a newborn deer — unsteady at times, but determined. This unraveling has been a rebirth in disguise. It turns out becoming a butterfly doesn’t always feel like flying. It feels like dissolving first.

This series was shot on my first camera I’ve owned — Canon K2 Rebel // Portra 400

Scans from Essential Photo // Salt Lake City, UT

July 2025